my eyes hurt from my tears
my aunt passed away on 1/27/08. She probably means the most to me besides my immediate family. and tonite my uncle had us all go to Mass that was to remember loved ones who passed (did i mention i don’t go to church unless it’s a funeral… meaning i’ve been to mass twice in the past 10 years). i thought i could do it without crying because they weren’t going to be talking directly about her… but i made it through the first 5 words of the first song and i started balling…. i don’t think i can ever mention her name, hear her name, or even hear a story about her without crying. i wish i could because she probably was the most happiest and liveliest women i ever knew. and i want to be able to remember her that way and be happy when i talk about her. but as i sit her writing this i’m still balling… when does it pass?
i miss you aunt maria. everyday.
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