memories
so recently i found someone on tumblr that i quasi-know … i won’t give details as i rather just not…but lets jsut say we knew a mutual person. but reading their blog recently i’ve had to face some really bad old memories. basically this person went through what i went through 5 years ago. and reading their blog i could not help but feel extreme sorrow as i remember how i felt 5 years ago. how that man made me feel. i cannot say we went through the exact same thing since i was cheated on and lied to constantly and i have absolutely no idea what happened in their lives and its obviously a more serious and harder thing as we are older but 90% of the stuff that was wrote i could’ve wrote 5 years ago. and it just hurts my heart remembering how i felt, how hard it was to leave when i didnt want to but knew i had to, how hard it was to say no when he tried to get me back, and how even harder it was after he realized i woudln’t take him back and he started harassing me and trying to turn everyone we knew against me. i hope this all didn’t happen to this person, because it was the worst memory i have to this date minus losing my aunt this past year. and all i have to say it gets sooo much better. and im sorry you had to experience sort of the same thing… and even though i don’t know you really my heart goes out to you.
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